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Name: Sarah
Gender: Female
Interests: I have always been interested in music and dance; however, I am majoring in photography. Also, I have always loved the look of medieval times; I even want to try on a corset. More importantly, I am incredibly interested in what God wants me to do with my life. If only, I knew what that was. Until then, I'm just waiting for an answer.
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Member Since:
12/12/2004
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| I took one of those color tests to see how much of what color I am. The test results seemed pretty accurate to me. I am 14 points Blue, 9 points Gold, 7 points Green, and 7 points Orange. I have absolutely no clue what the maximum amount of points you can receive for a certain color is. What I take from this is that I am compassionate, somewhat anal about the things I do, I like to think, and am a bit crazy at times.
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| Tonight, I had a discussion that brought out some rather intense emotions. At first, I was quite a bit frustrated. I realized more and more how many people probably view me as confusing and/or ditsy. I wonder how many people view me as something I am not. I'm saddened to admit that I often act in public. I'll bring out different personalities at different social events; however, I do believe I am a well-rounded person.
Having a good old Blue personality and wanting to be liked by all (which is impossible, btw) I conform to any group I'm around. I can be bright orange and dark burgundy, "Clueless" and "G.I. Jane." With all of this, I wonder, "Who am I?"
The best way I can describe myself is by saying, "I am me." It's a true statement; probably not satisfactory to most, but still true. I am me. God has made me unique just like everybody else. I want to be the person God made me to be, not someone else. So, I will try to describe myself without using myself as the description. Heads up, I will write things down as they pop into my head, so they are not in order of importance.
Sarah....
....loves God first and foremost, loves the color blue, is intelligent, is a horrible speller (have mercy), does not have an extremely braud vocabulary so do not expect her to use fancy words, has ditsy moments every now and then but is absolutely not a ditsy person, loves to dream big dreams that this world says is impossible (btw, please do not tell me that my dreams are impossible. Let God tell me that a dream of mine will not come true or is unbiblical to dream.), loves the outdoors but does not want to be an outdoorsman(woman?), say pop not soda, loves chocolate, loves to get lost in movies (yes, I know they aren't real), does not like to read (I wish I did), judges people often and is trying not to, hates to be judged, hates to be hated, wants to be accepted, longs to be understood, has no clue what God wants to do with her life besides to have her follow him wherever, is impatient and working on that, is easily wounded by words and actions (more by words, probably), hates making mistakes, cares.
There are too many things to write down and I don't want my post to be too long so that people who don't like to read long posts (me) will not be too annoyed.
Please, don't judge me. My first, second, and third impressions are often unaccurate. Please, try to not judge me.......I promise to do the same.
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| Isn't life something? It can bless you and curse you. Sometimes you are up, others times you are down. It's amazing how fast life changes. New experiences....new lessons....new struggles........always something new.
I could not appreciate the good or survive the bad if God wasn't always there. I'm thankful for God (never changing, always good).
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| The most tragic thing happened to me at Mellers today. It was really so terrible I don't even know if I can talk about it. *sigh*
I was standing in line to get a baked potato. I had already been through one line to get some chicken nuggets.....some much desired chicken nuggets. I was looking at the potatoes wondering how much my stomach would want to have of the potatoes. I desided that a small potato would be best. Then it happened!!!! It came like a thief in the night. Nate and Clutter (two of my group leaders) snuck up behind me, one on each side......and then both of them snatched one of my nuggets off my plate and ate it.
It's been difficult trying to handle such a loss.
Teehee
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| Well, I'm back at school. I absolutely cannot believe how crazy your life can get so fast. I'm exhausted already. I'm tired physically, emotionally, mentally (spelling???), just plain old completely tired. However, I do love helping out the new students, especially the freshmen. I felt so bad for the parents and students crying at the goodbye time. I remember the abandonment sort of feeling I had when I moved in for my freshman year, and I know that parents often have a terrible time letting go. I hope/pray for a smooth transition for all of them. Anyway, since it is Welcome Week, I have decided to do my best to keep my smiles a coming and try to forget anything going on in my life (well, not forget, but not to make it priority), since the freshman need all of the help they can get.
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